health reasons mart, i can't seem to get anything done, i need to pay to go in the tunnel, plus if owts found, i dont want stell to be left with a car thats no use to her, things are getting bad, i was fetching blood up last week, piss won't come out right, stomach keeps blowing up and i keep forgetting things then raging and having violent thoughts, i think i'am going nuts, i had i fight with a bloke when i was 14 and got hit around the head with a pickaxe handle, i was never right after that, i go a bit dizzy when i'am about to rage then i can't remember doing anything
i can be happy one minute then crazy the next,don't think i'am safe.
